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Afraid to close my eyes,
falling into darkness,
which you told me not to fear.

Afraid to live on,
standing in the light,
without you next to me.

Afraid to reminisce,
the memories of you,
remind me that I'm alone.

Afraid to sing again,
the guitar behind me,
forever in silence.

Afraid to feel again,
blood and scars open,
heart closed.

Afraid to believe,
unsure of everything,
the simple things took you away.

Afraid to fall asleep,
not knowing if I'll wake up.
from this self inflicted coma.

Afraid of losing you,
my worst nightmare,
has come true.
©2007-2010 ~squekeedolphin
:iconsquekeedolphin:

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For Casey Calvert, Rhythm Guitarist for Hawthorne Heights

November 24th, 2007.

We will miss you dearly. </3

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:iconminchkin77:
I was shocked to hear he died. Its really messed up.

Nicely written.

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:iconpete-bear:
how did he die

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"Albuquerque, see I can do it too snorkle"
:iconsquekeedolphin:
Thank you. Very much. It means a lot.

:hug:

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Let's take the music from our fingertips and into a world we don't understand.

[Break glass in case of overwhelming despair]
:iconsquekeedolphin:
They don't exactly know. All they know is that he died in his sleep. They're sure it wasn't anything illegal, though.

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Let's take the music from our fingertips and into a world we don't understand.

[Break glass in case of overwhelming despair]
:icontwilightvampy:
he's forever missed and forever loved.

nicely written.

I cried for about 3 hours when I found out. I couldn't stop. hawthorne heights will never be the same.

-jinxyy

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:iconsquekeedolphin:
*nods in agreement*

Thank you very much, luv.

:hug:

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Let's take the music from our fingertips and into a world we don't understand.

[Break glass in case of overwhelming despair]
:iconpete-bear:
I think that anybody that after hearing what the band said about it has to believe them just from the way that they talked about him he sounded like one of the nicest guys ever

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"Albuquerque, see I can do it too snorkle"
:iconsquekeedolphin:
Because he was, from what it seemed like.

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Let's take the music from our fingertips and into a world we don't understand.

[Break glass in case of overwhelming despair]
:iconpete-bear:
yeah he does

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"Albuquerque, see I can do it too snorkle"

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